I'm really a victim of my own look. People view me, and expect me to be entertaining, the cool kid, and a party animal. But I'm really not any of those. I'm the quiet one, and not a good talker. I'm just a video-game nerd who take cares of my appearance and very spiritual. It was a HUGE mistake of me to always just let my appearance do the talking. Now that I'm mid 20's, I realized that I suck at socializing, but it was way too late. I have grown to be very comfortable with myself. I enjoy solidarity and meditation, and the freedom to be able to enjoy my own time, my own way. And I love the way I am right now. But I do regret one thing though. I wish I could learn how to socialize with people a bit more. I'd really love to get 1 or 2 gym partners, I never understood how is it that guys at the gym could suddenly became friends with each other over just a few days. Jealous as hell. People say when socializing, it should be sincere. But If I say "Hey, can we be gym partners? But let's not chat at all and just entirely focus on the session, the only thing we can talk about is when we're gonna do the next sesh" Is that okay I wonder? Dang :-/
